miss....

I miss my parent and brother and sister in law lately. Cos all of them went to China for ten days. And left me and my sister at home only. How dare them?! Im sad but at the same time im happy cos i can have lots of stuff again when they come back. But its been a long time to wait them come back. Next thursday. Is a long long time. Hais.

I hope them can come back now. I mean i know is stupid that will miss and wanted them to come back when u realised they are no longer staying beside for like everyday. When they went travelling then just feel is better that they stay beside. Ten days is such a long long journey. It can help me to stay independent. But i dislike this kinda feeling and lifestyle. Staying without them is just like staying without my feet. Im sad.

Really miss them so much!! Please come back now. I know im stupid to think like that.

Worse!!!

I always thought that we will get better today. But it doesnt seems so now. I think it get even more worse than yesterday. We didnt really talk today. I feel so sad la. I almost cry out but i control myself not to. Cos i dont want to let them worry me anymore.

No more dancat. I feel a bit bu she de. But how? Is me who ends it. So i shouldnt say single word about it. Im stupid. Making those mistakes. I had regrets.

Angela say that she will everyday buy liang teh for me when she got her P. But i think is hard la. She didnt even go to test her law yet. Dont know want wait till when. Lolxs.

DaNcAt EnDs

Today suddenly i feel very down because i feel that dancat been didnt talk me that much lately. And i feel that they are just using me to bring them go tuition. Thats what i thought. I dont know what they think. Then i decided to write a letter for them and let them know and tell them i how i felt lately. And i cry the whole day. Every single of them write a letter for me and ask me about it. I was crying once i read the letter that they wrote. I really cant control myself anymore. Then i cry non-stop. Then i decided to ends dancat. Im the one who create this gang name and im the one who ends it. It just so suffer to let dancat stay again. "C" is no longer welcome in the group. So she decided to escape from it. So from now on wards no more dancat. Seriously. Im a bit miss.
Nostalgic. Lolxs. But already say no more dancat then thats mean no more. Anyone out there who see me feeling down and crying but dont know why, thats why!! Crying...Tears flowing around. ^^ Theres a thing im excited about that im going to starbucks on this sunday with my sista gang. I ever tell dancat that maybe i shouldnt go into their life, maybe i just stay with my owns and with my sista and my babe. Cos at first i thought this gang will be the happiest friendship but didnt work out. There still problems. So i think i cant handle it anymore so i decided to ends. Im not gona hate them or dont want to hew them. It just that DANCAT is no longer living= (

I lOvE yOu!!!

I love my babe so much.

I always think of something to update.

But i always dont know what to update.

So i was trying to update this.

Say i love you to the guy i love.

His name is Edison.

I know im bored.

But what to do?

I wana keep my blog update.

I LOVE YOU!!

xoxo.

hugs.

^^





Siew ((dear)) = P
12 July 2007
2.51pm
thursday

*nO tOPIC*

I been so long didnt update my blog. I been so busy lately cos theres so many tests coming now. So i didnt have the time to update and i dont know what to update too.

Our english teacher has just changed. And is a guy who graduate from UK. He is a nice guy la. But our class always dont like to attend english classes. So a group of them dont really like him.Even scold him bad words for marking wrong in their test paper. I mean wth?! How can they show that kinda attitude to the new teacher?! I mean he is so new, he barely know anything well in our school. Why dont we just help him!? Even i know sometime i will blame him for something but i dont scold bad words. At least i show respect. Anyway. I hope teacher you get used to what we school do. ^^

Then i just finish my bahasa oral lately. I feel so relax after i just test it. I hope i can do well. Cos i did forgot some of the paragraph i memorize. Hehehe. Theres a guy who is from the other school, teacher. Tested us. He is so damn cheeky but i know he just want to let us feel cool down and relax. But ever try to show that kinda cheeky face to us students. Because we will feel you as a cheeky malay. As we hates malays. Lolxs.

And lately so many people get sick and so many sickness. Like my sista Chia, she just retreat from Timberland the other day. Luckily she is ok now. She been so soi too, first she got red eye and got fainted, her lips injured and now she just retreat from the hospital. But she will get a luck now as she already soi for 3 times. Dont worry, Chia!! Hehe. And now is my turn. My eye got cheng again. I mean wtf?! I been getting this kinda things so many times. I hate my eye. And this time i feel so pain as the other time i dont really feel any pain at all but this time. Hais. I hope i can get well soon.

And im so sorry for my babe. As we always say that we wana hang out on this weekend but at last i still didnt make it. Theres always something blocking me. This weekend already say wana go watch Transformers but then my eye got cheng again and i dont think i have the mood to go out anymore. I always miss out the date. Sorry, babe!! = (

Anyway. Theres so many test coming. Good luck to everyone!! xoxo. Love you all. Hugs.