Break Time..

Since theres some break time for me this tired girl to rest then i decided to update a new post. Just dont know why in a sudden im so happy. Maybe just cos i had just finished my two paper today. Its a huge pressure for me for the past few days. Im in a pressure. Then in a sudden i cried yesterday. I always used to cry whenever im in a bad or pressure. Theres lots of test lately. But next week just one big test then after that we have our semester exam. I mean i dont really have the time to rest as much as i could cos the time will never stop for me. So, the only thing i can do now is to work hard and try the best i could.

Today my school activity were fun even though we didnt play any game but it was really meaningful. Our teacher taught us that being in some pressure is normal but it just see how you will solve it in a good way. As it is a christian club then she said we should really let God to carry our pressure cos he is the only one who can properly take care of us in a full way. There comes the story.. There was a guy while he was having his happy time and feeling successful at that moment. When he was walking along the beach, we can see his footprint with two pairs. But when he was in bad situation, he didnt see two pairs of footprint but just one. Then he starts to blame the God why he didnt stand beside him when he was in a bad situation, why was he alone there to face all the problems that he is having. But he hear the God told him that is not you alone, is just u are having bad situation and u cant solve it urself so i carry u all the way so theres only a pair of footprint. Becos im carrying u. So touchy..

When facing some kinda of pressure we must stop and let ourself rest and think clearly, make self in a peaceful condition. Theres 3R. Rest+Reflect=Renew. A nicee lesson we had. Learn from it. Solve self problem in a good way.


** yesterday im with Hian on again. We decided the date is on 1st May cos last year is also the same date. Im happy with it actually cos finally we both dare to face our love bravely, after a long long journey. I love my dada. He is the best babe ever. My very first bf. Taking the second chance to prove that we are suit.** Cherish. Dont do the regret stuff.

My buddies, we can relax after a long journey in our test. Appreciate time. Love y'all. xoxo.

Fullest

Last two days was so tired fore me but i lived it to the fullest. Last Saturday was our school special holiday so as to ask all the students to collect newspaper and do something which called "recycling". Actually it is a great chance to let all of the students to start cooperate before its too late. As im one of the student in Chmsn1 then my class Senior 3 Arts A decided to drive out and collect some newspaper as many as we could. We started on the last last Sunday then as theres too many test coming on then we stop it for a few days and we started it on the Friday again and Saturday we went to school to sent over all the newspaper that we had collected and as we felt like wanted to go and collect again then we drive out and went to "ah tap" street to ask for some from the shopkeeper. It was a difficult task for us. We went to a shop and being given a lot of feedback, something bad. Theres a old man was talking like very annoyed. But we had nothing to do with it cos we present to Chmsn1 so we cant scold back but we did something better than scolding back. As the details im lazy to type out. Lol.

Then yesterday morning went to eat bat kut teh with family, it was nice. And went to tuition. Then went to my sister's work place and hanging around and went home to have a bath and went to church and had dinner at bdc (taipei 101). The food theres taste nicee and i had a beef soup noodle which was not bad. My friend's mum's shop. Taiwanese.

P.s many test coming on have to be prepared always and live life to the fullest. Never gonna regret what self own did as it is enough fine. And make own self happy always and keeping myself in a fine condition. Dont
make myselffeeling too pressure. When its time to relax, its time. Those were what i had found out since i went to Chmsn1. ^^

Comign holiday have to relzx myself a while. Labour Day!!

LoVe

LoVe? lOvE! LoVe.

Daily life is so meaningful for me. Spent it everyday with love. But still sometime i cant control myself not to get sad on something. Im a negative thought girl. Everything that doesnt really have to be that bad but still i will let turn into a bad thing. I dont know why? Dont even ask me why as i also dont know myself. In my mind, friends and family and hubby is the loved ones. No one will replace them. Buddies is so important too. As they should always forgive and forget each other no matter whats happening if they wana let their friendship stay longer or maybe forever after.

Daily Life

I been quite some time didnt update my blog as i always complaint. Tests everyday. So even i have a day off, the only thing i can do is just to relax. My eye got swollen again. I cant control myself to stop eating all those hot stuff. Wat to do? And bcos of my eye then Ah Hian bought me a air buah kundur today. The other day he brought me a big bottle and is cooked by her mum. Im very thankful. I think i should start feeling being care by others and always theres someone who is around me no matter what. I felt bad i didnt get the chance to spend sometime with my beloved Sista. I misses them a lot. Especially Chia and Hei. Their distance is just so near but we just cant meet up and spent sometime for dinner or chit chat all the gossip and lots of stuff that we used to do. Now im feeling awful that i couldnt explain in a single word. Veronica is having her NS now, surely i misses her too. And im sorry that i cant make it to our plans the other day when you came back for ching ming. I just hope that we can find a night out for dinner then chit chat and flash back all the memories that we had. Thats all i want. No matter what i gonna find a day out with you girls. The main reason that we always didnt get to meet and chit chat for a long long time is bcos we got a bunch of test lately, which drives us crazy and maybe we can explains as lunatic. Even we always go to the same school and have the same lessons and everything almost the same but still we didnt talk. Im sad actually about being lost with you girls. I misses all the times that we always talk and mingle around. I misses.. *love*


Kuiyin come back today. Welcome back home.

memories

Just now i went to link my cousin's blog. His's wretch. He is younger than me. I read one of his post that he say he felt guilty and regrets that he didnt respect his mum when she was alive. He say a lot about himself. He say that he scare his dad cos everytime he always got scolded by his dad for everything as he didnt did it but still his dad still wana scold him for everything. And he hope that he can have back his mum. But it was too late. And he still wished her mum happy bday. He misses his mum. He mentioned that he rather want her mum back and let her scold and beat rather then letting his dad scold him everyday. And so on. While i was reading all his words touches my heart so badly. I cried as i misses his mum, my aunt too. Its been one year that she left us. It was a accident for her. She paid a lot for her beloved husband. But her husband didnt pay her back for anything. Besides that he did something horrible and maked her sad for her whole life. As she also brought the sadness into the coffin or maybe i can say heaven with her. She is so brave that she no matter what she worked hard for her children. She will always be a strong mum in her children's hearts.

Aunt!! Love u forever. Hugs.((hollow)) =' (