Pain/Hurts

so damn pain la. = P
scary huh?! is just so overdose. hahahhaa.

the pretty little shoe. =.="

lovely.

Last few week ago. i went to my school to attend a nicee show. is about our school drum. is so special and nice. then that day we went to mcd to celebrate bday with my girl gang. before that we went to bought a vincci shoe. so pretty. im so happy cos its only cos rm63.90. and my sister give me rm50. so i just have to pay rm13.90.

after that we went walking around shoppe there. then that night i wear that new shoe to the show. my leg started to feel pain. the extremely. when i discover, it was already very tiam. i cant even walk in normal. is just so pain. i wish i can take off and walk in kaki ayam. but then i cant cos is in my school and theres so many people. so all i wish at that time was just get home soon is the best.

the next day to school i wore slipper. for twoo days. cos is really so pain. that i cant tahan. hhaha. anyway is a long time ago. its already cure. no matter i still wana wear that shoe more often. till i get use to the high heel. that shoe is really pretty.

mock..

Been so busy lately. busy about mock exam la. so tiring. today i tested prinsip akaun which takes for 3 n the half hour. do until my neck so painful n tired. i think i can pass. i just hope my spm can pass then im satisfied liaw. i dont expect much. the only exam i expect more is my school UEC. it is so much more important. i had just tested 3 subject. still got 5 more to go.

anyway. next wednesday FINALLY im gonna have my driving test. im quite excited about it but at the same time im quite nervous too. but i guess i have to be more self-confidence. i just hope that i can pass it n go back school with the happy mood to sit for my science mock exam. if not maybe i will just cry. hhahah. sound so like a baby eh?!

i hope that there wont be anymore drama between me n my boy. if we still do then maybe we will just ends. hai. try not to think too much. stay happie n appreciate is the most importance. n i been so long didnt hang out with my sista. n i miss them so much although we always see each other at school. but i miss everything we used to had. wat actually is happening?! i have no idea. we got our own life to move on. anyway i still hope that we can spend more time together. especially vero. i miss u so much. miss the time we had. sad. =, (

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i got nothing to update actually. but think of been so long didnt update my blog. feel kinda sorry for myself. hahhaa. ermm.. feel kinda sad lately. i feel that me n his distance become so far away now. even sometime i think of to break up is the best choice. cos im get sick of the drama. i really cant handle it. i mean i did say ok to let you do the things that you want but that things make me feel so stress. this is my first time to have a bf. i dont know what should i react at this point and im sad. i mean when im single i always wish to have a bf. but now i wish to return to be single. maybe i say this kinda word will hurt you. but i just cant help it. it is letting me feel so stress. i feel that all the things i do lately is so like uncomplete and never gona reach my goal. like spm mock exam, relationship and car. shit hell!!!! im sick!! i even feels that you are already get sick of me. and please dont say you are not. cos i can feel it. maybe you been so busy but thats not the point. watever. when it is mean to be end and its gonna end. and dont even feel sorry for me. cos is not what u wish to happen, i know. but its happen and is the fact now. nothing can make things feel better as long as you are busy with ur stuff. and i had told you that i feel awkward when everytime you ask me out. and the problem is still there. i dont know what to do now. and im sorry if i hurt you. but im hurt too.

Cousins/Girls Night.

Last night i went out with my four girls' cousin. it was the first time. fun tho. love them so so much. ahahha. which is so sweet that we took a lots of pics. first we set our spot at the mcd to have our dinner which super delicious. mwahxs. hahha. then after that we went walking around at tun jugah. i bought a shoes at vincci which i can get a discount with my friend working there. 25%. lucky me eh?! hahha. then we went to sarawak plaza. i bought a sticker that stick the shoes. a bangle. a earring. i spent quite a lot that night. now im so poor. but its ok. once in a while. not everyday. after that we went to coffee bean. n wait for ours car. then we wrote diary there. chin wrote the funniest thingy. she say "im so happy today. cos i never get a chance to go out with my sister as she always dont want to bring me out even going out with cousins. this is the first time she brought me out. so im happy." super cute of her to say that kinda words. we all laugh after reading it. it was a great memory. i wish we can hang out again next time. cos we should have done this kinda function more often as we are cousins. should get closer to each other. i wana gain more relationship with my cousins. i wana have close close cousins. which is part of my dream.

Wasted Holidays.

Is such a wasted holidays for me. i been doin nth in these past few days. im so bored. but tonight im goin to watch "ratatouille" with my babe. which is kinda excited for me. n im goin to attend da an's bday celebration at mc3. i think we just go there for a while. cos dont want to stay up too late as it is 'ghost' month. i know i shouldnt be too believe in this kinda things but i just cant. lolxs. n tomorrow goin to have a tuition at ah kueh there n gona hang out with my cousins which is the first time we gals get together n chat n talk. i hope it wont be any changes. cos i dont want to miss it. i been waititing for tomorrow to come for so long. super happy actually. n friday is goin to learn car as yesterday i didnt go as my shoulder was swollen n i cant even turn my head all around properly. it hurts!! sucks! im so unlucky. then after learn car then goin yoga. yeah!! i been so long didnt go to yoga. my stomach is goin big. hate it. but today im feeling better. much more better if not i guess i wont be goin out again. then i will be very sad n lonely. hahha. sound like a kid eh?! haha. no choice la. stay at home too long will be very crazy. anyway. im xcited about the next few days. n ya. saturday is my bro's bday. n we r goin to coca celebrate. im happy. cos i been telling my dad that i been so long didnt go there eat. then now we are goin there to celebrate. hope that the foods still taste nice. thinking of foods im hungry now. just stop here then. take care y'all. xoxo. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!