Pain/Hurts

so damn pain la. = P
scary huh?! is just so overdose. hahahhaa.

the pretty little shoe. =.="

lovely.

Last few week ago. i went to my school to attend a nicee show. is about our school drum. is so special and nice. then that day we went to mcd to celebrate bday with my girl gang. before that we went to bought a vincci shoe. so pretty. im so happy cos its only cos rm63.90. and my sister give me rm50. so i just have to pay rm13.90.

after that we went walking around shoppe there. then that night i wear that new shoe to the show. my leg started to feel pain. the extremely. when i discover, it was already very tiam. i cant even walk in normal. is just so pain. i wish i can take off and walk in kaki ayam. but then i cant cos is in my school and theres so many people. so all i wish at that time was just get home soon is the best.

the next day to school i wore slipper. for twoo days. cos is really so pain. that i cant tahan. hhaha. anyway is a long time ago. its already cure. no matter i still wana wear that shoe more often. till i get use to the high heel. that shoe is really pretty.

mock..

Been so busy lately. busy about mock exam la. so tiring. today i tested prinsip akaun which takes for 3 n the half hour. do until my neck so painful n tired. i think i can pass. i just hope my spm can pass then im satisfied liaw. i dont expect much. the only exam i expect more is my school UEC. it is so much more important. i had just tested 3 subject. still got 5 more to go.

anyway. next wednesday FINALLY im gonna have my driving test. im quite excited about it but at the same time im quite nervous too. but i guess i have to be more self-confidence. i just hope that i can pass it n go back school with the happy mood to sit for my science mock exam. if not maybe i will just cry. hhahah. sound so like a baby eh?!

i hope that there wont be anymore drama between me n my boy. if we still do then maybe we will just ends. hai. try not to think too much. stay happie n appreciate is the most importance. n i been so long didnt hang out with my sista. n i miss them so much although we always see each other at school. but i miss everything we used to had. wat actually is happening?! i have no idea. we got our own life to move on. anyway i still hope that we can spend more time together. especially vero. i miss u so much. miss the time we had. sad. =, (

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i got nothing to update actually. but think of been so long didnt update my blog. feel kinda sorry for myself. hahhaa. ermm.. feel kinda sad lately. i feel that me n his distance become so far away now. even sometime i think of to break up is the best choice. cos im get sick of the drama. i really cant handle it. i mean i did say ok to let you do the things that you want but that things make me feel so stress. this is my first time to have a bf. i dont know what should i react at this point and im sad. i mean when im single i always wish to have a bf. but now i wish to return to be single. maybe i say this kinda word will hurt you. but i just cant help it. it is letting me feel so stress. i feel that all the things i do lately is so like uncomplete and never gona reach my goal. like spm mock exam, relationship and car. shit hell!!!! im sick!! i even feels that you are already get sick of me. and please dont say you are not. cos i can feel it. maybe you been so busy but thats not the point. watever. when it is mean to be end and its gonna end. and dont even feel sorry for me. cos is not what u wish to happen, i know. but its happen and is the fact now. nothing can make things feel better as long as you are busy with ur stuff. and i had told you that i feel awkward when everytime you ask me out. and the problem is still there. i dont know what to do now. and im sorry if i hurt you. but im hurt too.