Sadness

I cried bcos i feel sad.

I cried bcos i think is a better way to release my stress.

I cried bcos i think i will feel better.

I cried bcos my beloved aunts' just passed away & i will always miss her.

I cried bcos that gives a sign that i should appreciate everyone beside me.

I cried bcos i never get to see her again.

I cried bcos i hope she is great wherever she is.

I cried bcos she reminds me that life is short.

I cried bcos im HURT!!!

Mistakes & Regrets

I sacrificed my happiness to just let my friends happy. But i dont know why i dont feel regret just confusing why i chose this decision. Hai..

I chose to trust her, but she betrayed me. Still act till she dont know everything. Wtf!! I hate her a loadxs. Such a fake girl. Regrets!!

HaPpY vs BoReD

Lately i was feeling happy as also bored. As it was our school's holidays, we dont have to go to school. At first i was so excited cos i had my bday party on the 10 of march. But then after all the excitement went out, i started to get bored for like everyday.

As one of my buddy went to Damai with her classmates and i started to get boring cos she is the only one buddy who will always like hang out with me. Like on the 12 of march we went to popwave together. It was so fun. I get to sung till i got sole throat. Only me. Damn. Dont know why. Even i sung badly but i still got a loadxs of fun. Most of the songs i get to sung, it was great. Lolxs.

Now. One of my best male buddy went for wat LTC. Is like a training things. At first my society's also got asked me to take part. But i refused to. Cos it was a life like being a dog. All my friends told me it was insane to pay rm50 to let the teachers to treat u like dog just to get a certificate. So i decided to ask my mom to call my society's people to tell him that her daughter cant take part. Bcos my society's people keep on asking me to take part and he said that theres no choice i must take part. So i guess i can just asked my mom to help me talk out. At last i dont get to take part, luckily.

But im a bit excited about tomorrow. Cos i get to attend my friend's bday party. Eventhough its just a bday party at home, i still feel happy about it. Instead of staying at home i get to attend a bday party. Lolxs.

Last two days, one of my buddy called me and asked me to go for pin guan's concert with her. But i refused to go cos im so tired and lazy to go out. Then she scolded me like hell man. She said being one of her best buddy dont want to accompany her!! So NJ ar u. Actually i was so pissed off at that time. But i didnt show it out. Cos i dont want to get involve in anything anymore, it makes me feel damn tired and just got sick of it. Forget it.

Yesterday i went out with Chia. We went to Mcdonald to had our lunch and we started to walk around at Tun Jugah, Parkson and we set our last spot at Coffee Bean. We were sitting there for like 3 hours plus plus cos we got nothing to do. This is Kuching. Noway to hang out at our age. Hate it man. Then i get to received a present from my sister in law and Terry. She bought me a contact lens and he bought me a cute hello kitty's light. I love both of the presents. Love y'all.

Then i went to tuition at 7pm. 9pm Hian pick me up at my tuition place bcos he wanna lend my society's shirt. So he bring me home so as to take it from me easily. Then. Thats it. Ends.

My Bday!!!!!!!

Today is my bday and i got stuck at home the whole day. Damn. Actuallly me myself dont wana go out also. Go out too often in these few days. Get bored of Kuching. Kuching is too small.

But if my Vero buddy is in Kuching now sure she will find me out seems is my bday. She is at Damai now. Haiz. Even my Hian buddy also went to Damai. Get sick of them man. Left me alone at Kuching still is my Birthday night. Haiz ar!!

Im so boring now. Ahhh.....I have no idea what to update anymore. Just stop here. Sick man!!! What a sucks bday i had!

10th March 2007

Its My Birthday Party last nite. I get a loadxs of fun. But i got so tired after running up and down. So damn tired man. I can feel my hip so sour. Tiam. Then i get a loadxs of presents which i love it. Especially from my brother's friends, they all gave me accessories. I love it, thanks y'all!!

Then i wana thanks my mom for helping me barbecue. Love ya always. I invited a loadxs of friends. I had invited two of my lodge's friends and i feel so sorry that i didnt hew u guys. Too busy. Paiseh neh. Lolxs.

Then ya. We took a loadxs of pics. But all is in my friends camera. Cant get it yet. Need to wait. Hehe. Then everyone went home when is not even ten yet. Omgoodness. But i admit that my party was so bored. That nothing can do. Only can talk and talk. Lolxs. Sorry to all my friends.

Anyway, after u had finish my party then my buddy brought me to point one @ travillion. Then after that. We went hone at 12am. Thats it. My Bday Nite.

Chinese New Year*Bangkok Trip

This Chinese New Year was great. I get to spent with my KL's cousin. They were came back here for 5 days. I get a loadxs of fun. Play together, eat together and just everything do together. Take a loadxs of pics. So as to remember what we did, memories. The days was short. The day when they went back we also went to Bangkok. So..It was so quiet after we all had left the house.

Bangkok trip was fun tho. Nothing special. Just went shopped around. The things there was cheap. But the brands that KL and S'pore had was so expensive. Double price. We were shock when we see the price of the Vincci's shoes that Kuching had it only cost for RM30++ and at Bangkok cost for 600++ baht. Means Malaysians ringgit 60 and above. Tiam. Lol.

Anyway. I missed home when we were there for the second day. I dont know why. Just so miss home. Seven days was long. Haha.

Beside shopping around we still ate a loadxs of goodies such as shark fin, white bird glasses and abalone. Those goodies was so cheap. So. Ya. And i usually lose a kg before i went to Bangkok but when i came back i gain a kg again. Damn. So kektiok. Haiz. Lol.

I bought a loadxs of stuff for my friends. Just hope them happy with their present. Nothing special. I guess i just stop here.

P.S. I learn quite a lot of Thai. Like beautiful is call shuai, very beautiful is call shuai jing jing, male call kap, female call ka,hello call sawadika, thank you call kapoonka and loadxs more. Will teach again when i learn more from the Thai. Lol.

Take care. Mwahxs!!