Tears..

Last two days. My aunt and uncle got accident near Sirikei. That road is too "dirty". Then they was sent to the hospital there. My aunt nei zhang explode and my uncle nei shang. At first i thought my aunt will get well after the operation but lastly she still leave us. Im so sad. just two month pass then another of my relatives leave me. Im going crazy soon. Cried till no tears liaw. Im worry about her children. But my mum say she gona take care of the children when they needs. Before all these we got some matter with my cousin. But now think back. No matter how i dont like them now its means nothing for me anymore. Cos nothing worst than these. They all are so strong. They can still laugh when they finish crying. I mean is a good things too. Cos if they cry non stop i think my aunt also wont an xin de zuo. I will always miss her. I feel so beargamguan she just leave us like that. Cos i didnt even get the chance to spend more time with her. Till now i still cant believe she already leave cos is too sudden. tragedi...

Girls..

Lately i was with my class gang hanging around very well. And that day duan wu jie our school Chung Hua got school holiday. Then we went to town walk around and went to swimming at night. It was fun that night. Then i felt i didnt went out with my sista gang that often anymore. I feel so guilty about it. But what can i do?! Their classes is so far away from mine and when everytime i go to find them sure nobody accompany me back. I feel so lonely. Not i wana blame for anything just that i really feel like that. Sorry girls. And i wana let u girls know that not i dont wana find u guys just that u know la.. I got bf liaw ma, so really dont have the time to go find u girls. Hope u girls understand. Especially the one who always read my blog. Vero. And im scare to lose u girls too. We been so many stuff together, Quarrel, sadness, happiness, cried and loadxs more. But till now we are still best friends so is kinda hard to let anyone do this. This blog is all about my girls. Now i finally know how its feels to get a loadxs of friends and will also get problem. Like when u are very well with this gang and u will hu lie the others. But i will try my best to let everythings turns well. I hope so. I dont want to lose any of my friends now. This year is the best year that i ever had. Normally who are not really get along with me very wells now with me is so great. Im glad. This year everythings turns to get well. Im happy!! ^^

Last but not least. Remember girls. I will always put u all in my heart. No matter what. And i never wana lose any of u. Please do not leave me too. xoxo. Love u all!! Sista n Dancat.

Cutee..^^

Lately our classes got a gal name Ashley, she bring a loadxs of clothes like dresses and cutee wardrobe to school so as to help her bf's sister sell. Is so nice. I already bought quite a few dresses. I love them so much!! And is so cheap, is just cost rm49.90 per pcs. In Kuching is kinda hard to find such cheap dresses in this kinda price. The only price we can find for a dress is already cost for rm70++. So me and my sister is so happy to see that. Lol.

Then lately i been so bo xim to pay attention in class. Cos it been so many holidays in this semester. Then feel kinda sorry for myself. And also my parent. Hehe. Anyway i have to study real hard next week. Real hard. Or else my result will be like sai. Lolxs.

Last night my best friend just went to Singapore to study. Is a good thing for him. Cos he been so hurt about a gal. Then he keep eating those medicine to let him forget everything. Is kinda sad to see him become like that. And sure will miss him like hell. Eventhough i didnt talk to him that often but still will miss him a loadxs. He is the guy that i like before. But now i got my own bf liaw. So im not going to like...u know?! Lolxs.

Anyway. This blog is for my sista Vero to read. She say i been so long didnt update my blog. So heres the blog that i want to dedicate to Veronica. xoxo. Love you!!

Hurts To Know Is Just A Dream

It really hurts to know is just a dream.

I told my mum that i wana go Swiss study but she say that she cant afford. I didnt blame her for it. I know she cant. But i wana go there so badly and from now on is just a dream for. I mean is forever a place in my dream. I will never ever get a chance to study there. Travel there. Never.

I know im stupid to cry for it but it really hurts to know that my dream will never gona come true. Never!!

rm70000 is so hard to earn. I will never gona make it. I hate myself for being so poor. Why i always spend so many money on those stupid stuff. Just because im vain and i spent those things. I hate myself!!

=, (

Swiss. I love u.

Today our school held a exhibition is all about the university come all over the world. I feel so into hotel management. I really like that kinda course. Its just so fun.

And today i went to ask the Switzerland World Leader Hotel Management. Omg. Guess what? I fell in love with the atmosphere there. Is just so nice. I really wana go there so badly. I mean i love there so much even without going there i also feel i wana go there no matter what. I know study oversea will miss home and we have to be very hardworking.

The english man told us that we get to study for the first year for 5 months and the school will help us find a job from the other hotel and get to paid for rm7000++. And the second year also study for 5 months and get a job for 4 to 6 months. The third year study for 5 months and if still feel like wana work we can choose between Spain or Portugal to work for another 4 to 6 months then study another half year and can graduate. If dont want to work for the last year, just continue study. Is fun. I think is good to get a school to help the students to find a job. Is a part of the hotel management practical. I love the way how isit going for hotel management. Seriously. If i get the chance to go there study, i swear i will try my best to study real hard. I mean i really interested in this.

But the school fees is really expensive. One year is cost for like rm70000++. Hell ya.. Expensive rite? But is for the certificates. And includes the hostel,foods and transportation. Worth it. I really wana go there. How i wish i can. I hopes my mum will send me over. I will do anything for
just this.

Swiss. xoxo.

Penang Trip.

I went to Penang during my holidays. Actually i didnt get the chance to go cos there was no seats for me anymore as my mum go all the agents in Kuching and help me search for tickets. Till the last my mum stil didnt get any tickets, they say is fully booked. Then my mum's secretary ask her to go airport and see ours luck maybe we will get a free seats but it will cost a very high price. At last i really went to airport and we waited there for so long cos we need to wait till the passengers to check in then the service guy then can help us check whether there is a free seats. And guess what?! I did get on the plane. But the price is really high. Damn!! I hate the agents, they cheated. When i got on the plane there isnt full. Theres still got 5 or 6 places left. Sucks!!

Anyway, When i reached Penang is already 8.30PM then my mum's supplier pick us up and we went to a kopitiam eat our supper, the food there was expensive but nice. A bowl of seafood porridge cost rm18!!! Wtf?! I mean..rm18 we can eat so much foods in Kuching. But is delicious and is not who we pay for it. Lolxs. Evil. Then we check in our hotel.

The next morning the supplier bring us go eat the famous dim sum. Is nicee. But got so full. Then we went to their office and my mum them started to talk for like 3 hours plus. I got so boring there. Cant stand for the feeling for getting so bored. Then when is 1pm we went to the mall. The biggest mall in Penang and is just open for half year. Is nice. Huge. High class. Named Queenbay's Mall. At first i thought Penang is not that advanced as KL. But i was wrong is so much advanced than us Kuching. Lolxs. Then later that night we went to eat seafood as the supplier's tao kei chia us. Lolxs. Is was a room and theres is a karaoke for us to entertain. At first they keep asking me and my mum and my dad to sing but i refused to cos we dont usually sing. Dont wana get embarassed. But at last cant tahan the boring liaw so my dad shout not sing is shout. Hahahahhaha. And my mum keep asking him d0nt sing like that but he didnt hew my mum. And suddenly there pop up a song named Right Here Waiting which my dad dont know how to sing so i sing. Hhahahah. Im so happy i finally dare to sing in front all the people i dont know well. ^^


Then the next day we went to the other part of Penang is called Da San Jiao. There got another supplier to bring us around. When we reach there we started to eat a lots of seafood cos the supplier every night bring us go eat seafood till i get sick of it and i wana vomit liaw. But is nice better than Kuching. I gues i shouldnt always compare to us. Is a bad thing as Kuching is my hometown. Lolxs. Then one night after we have finished our Thai's foods then the supplier bring us to a place called Auto City. Is a place with full of cafe,lounge,pub,fast food,shopping place,reastaurant and more. Is a high class place and huge. And we went into a lounge aka restaurant called Tao. Sound familiar right?! Our Kuching also got one cafe called Tao. And theres a place called Soho too. And heard my supplier say is a restaurant in the morning till 9.30pm then is pub. So cool. Lolxs. And there Tao i ordered a drinks taste like smoothie and is named Virgin Kiss. Special. Hhehe.

At last i did bought a few shirt and skirt. Is nice to shopping there just like KL. ^^ Thats my trip.

New..Tao Kae Noi..Seaweed..

This is the back of the small tiny little part, teaching you the tips.

This the back of the packing.


This is the new tao kae noi tomato flavour. It taste so nice. Not same as the other. There got 4 flavour. They are spicy, tomato ((new)), wasabee and ordinary. All of them taste nice. Except the wasabee want. Actually i never try before cos i read xiaxue's blog she say that never try wasabee because is not nice. So i dont dare to try. Lolxs. Heres it comes the new flavour. Tomato. I had already eat a few pieces. It taste sweet. And the packing is so nice and cute. ^^
And they even give a tips writing..If u find out that the seaweed is less crispy then u can put into the microwave for 30 second then it will taste same crispy again. Is so nice to let them give the customer this kinda tips. So i wana recomment this snack. When u feel like wana eat something crispy instead of eating those common snack. You can try this.. Trust me. It taste delicious. Lolxs. You can buy it at any supermarket. Like Kuching..You can buy it at Watson, Bigfresh, Sweet Sweet Tweety ((wisma satok shopping centre, ground floor)) but all these place have different kinda price. So pick the cheapest. Anyway..Enjoy!! XOXO.

Celebration Without You =,, (

Yesterday was our one month anniversary but he was not here, he went to camping. A suffering camp. Sad.

So as it was my anniversary i went to banquet celebrate with my buddies. Vero and Peng. They both were so sweet. I cant even imagine they bring me out last night. Even though i know Peng dont know is my anniversary still i wana thank him for picking up. Thanks bro. Lolxs. Vero was the one who say wanted to help me celebrate. At first didnt plan to ask Peng out as it was my anniversary. But he was so lonely at home and no one accompany him eat. So i decide to ask him out. His brother also went to camp and his family went to China, so he is home alone.

Then after finish eating we decided to watch movie so we went to Star to check is there anymore seats for Pirates Of The Carribean 3. At last we watched the 10pm's. And is on the C row. Omgoodness after watching the movie my shoulder is so tiring but the movie was nicee. After we had finished watching the movie is already 1am. So we decided to head home as im so sleepy.

And i miss my babe so much. He is not with me. I feel so lonely and kinda weird without him. Everything become so weird for me now. I get used of being single and now im not single anymore but still feeling like im single when he is not with me. Weirdo.

Because of you my world become even more colourful.

Because of you i never will feel im lonely and helpless.

Because of you i feel even more confident and pretty.

Because of you i know wat exactly is happy and tears.

Because of you im not afraid of anything.

Because of you...^^

Anniversary ^^

Its been one month me and baby get together. One month is not really a long time but for me times is really moving so fast. Real fast. He is not here with me these four days cos he gtg to wat camp held from our school want. He is the medical group not the playing one.

Last nite i sms with him and he told me tht he had to wash the toilet and so many stuff to do and he cant even shower after all the works is done. Damn!! So sucks!! Wat kinda rules is that? So kolian.. I feel so xin tiam. He told me that he get sunburn also. I mean wth?! Ngaiti..

So miss him nehx. He is not with me now. Always think of him and love him so much. xoxo.

Anyways. HAPPY ONE MONTH!!! YEAH!!