Free*Graduated

Im totally free right now!! Im super happy. I gona have a long long holidays. I been waiting for these days for so long. Im graduated from a long life of my high school. Actually i feel sad and happy at the same time. Happy cos i finally ended the exams life, sad cos we have to move on and continue our own life. Separate from each other and grow up.

Goodbye my high school life. Hello to the industry.

this my super natural picture.

thats the rules of this tagged.

RULES

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instructions with your picture.

5. Tag 10 people to do this.

i tag anyone who want to do this tag.

p/s. player v!! love the pic?? ^^

right,new changes.

my baby dont really like me to call myself as the 'biatch'. so i think im gonna change cos it is something that i can really change, why dont i rite?? i love my baby more than anything so i should change for him. but i still gona be mean if people who treat me like that they think that they should then they gonna be totally in trouble. im not kinda girl who will let people treat me badly and dont even dare to speak out. STRONG & INDEPENDENT.

Brand New

I have changed my blog thingy. I wana have a brand new life. I want to keep changing myself when theres always a obstacle in front of me. Should be preparing urself anytime, any minute. I have learnt all these from the experiences. I hate people who are fake. Too fake till she act like she love you but what the fact is that they hate you more than they hate anyone. That taught me a lot. Taught how to be a 'biatch' whenever its needed. I think i can be mean but at the same time i can be so good to the person who treat me nice. I have learnt all these from my high school life. Too much drama. Now i know exactly how to protect myself from the evil as i have become an evil one already. I hate 'slut' who ruin my life. I hope you girls just step in my life like this. I wont be the weak one anymore. Beware of the brand new me. lol.

**Released**

Finally that i had just finished one of my graduation exams. I felt released. It just a feeling that no others will experienced it. Its stressing and its OVER. Im glad that most of them i had tried my best. On the third day, i broke down for the stress. I guess that at that moment i just couldnt received anymore. So, i broke down and my tears dropped all over the place. Baby was beside which i felt secure. I decided to called up my mum as that i dont know which step i should take next. So, after the call i felt even more happy and released. And im glad that i have a mum who actually her words help me a lot. I tried to relax my mind that day and focus properly and guess what?? The next day i have never been that relax before. THANKS MUMMY!!

Im having my 9 days holidays now. Actually its not holidays cos its for us to prepare our next examination---UEC. The exams that we need to pay. After that exams then we all are totally free. Im looking forward to it. As im typing this post, my heart is feeling insecure. I dont know what exactly is going on. Really uncomfortable. Feel like want to thrown out. I couldnt breath properly. I tried to stop it. But i just cant. I still trying to figure out..

never been that busy before

I have been so busy lately. As our final exams is coming real soon. So, these few days i keep waking up early in the morning for the stupid tuition. And staying up late for study. Im insane. But i didnt really stay up late for everyday as i think its not necessary and i feels like its such a suffering thing to do. Its just a exam, we dont really have to make ourselves feeling that suffer?! Lol. Thats my own opinion. Last night i did stay up late. Cos i went to a friend's house study. I didnt study that much as it was too noisy. I mean i got there the first day then it was like pasar malam. At first, i was so curious about it as my friend keep asking me to go. Anyway, i did studied a few. Today maybe im going or maybe im not. Im not sure.

I know i been quite a few days didnt update my blog. So, now as im preparing to go tuition then i come to update a while.

p/s. the last day of school scene has not yet being update. But dont worry, i will update as soon as possible. stay tune. xoxo.