life has its own up and down

lately my house have something going on. something that isnt so great. sometimes i wonder why life is such. i mean why that this society has this cruel part. sometimes i wish that i can be a idiot, i mean the real idiot that dont know anything that happens around me. so that i can actually relax myself there and doing nothing. maybe it sounds a bit too over but thats what peoples thought. im quite worry about my family. hopes everything will be just fine. i think that every family sure will gone through all these. after all then it will be fine. all i can do now is just pray. pray that all my relatives is fine and happy everyday.

i been soooo long didnt update my blog. all i did is just work. my cashier just finished her Gawai holidays. she took like ten days. thats mean i have to work everyday full for last ten days. im exhausted. and im so glad that finally today she is back and i have my very first morning shift after ten exhausting days. then after that i will have my 4days replacement off. so, i will have plenty of time to play and rest. i have already planned what to do during these 4days. i will spend more time with my buddies and of cos my babi. and i also planned to made cake during my off. hope it will be successful. by then i will update my blog and show everyone how nice it is. lol. kidding. just hope.

im planning to have a KL trip with my babi on this coming January to shoppe for cny clothes. has anyone realised that the first day of cny is also Valentines day! how great it is rite? but the boys us just going to spend a lot. but thats what they should do. lol. and i cant wait for the trip. it sure will be fun. i still will be working everyday till this coming friday. then im gonna be freee.. ^^

wait for my next post!! xoxo. ♥